The Past

Dear A.L.D.,

Why? Am I feeling what I'm feeling right now?
It's been a year and a half since we broke up for the 2nd time,
but every time we see each other, memories just keep coming back
I know I shouldn't feel this kind of feeling for you now because
we both have our new love our new worlds and besides, we both know from the start
that we can never happen, we shouldn't be. It's forbidden.

Falling in love with you twice is kind of irrational.
I thought there could be a chance for us, but there's none
The truth is, I'm willing to face the challenges of loving someone of my bloodline
but, as time goes by... our relationship isn't working out.
Sorry, but you just left me with no choice, I just had to break up with you.

Recently, we met again... I know, I said we should know our limitations now,
but why do I feel like cheating?
My heart is raging, it might not seem so obvious but I keep looking for you when you're not around.
Then I said to myself, "no! you can't be fooled again darllyn... He's not for you, and you love someone else now. Nikko is the right guy for you, don't make a mistake ever again"
That's why I ask myself again, Why am I feeling this thing again for you? What are my feelings trying to tell me? I'm so confused now... I just wish I can face you straight in the eyes where I first fall in love with. I wish I had the strength to end this awkward feeling whenever I see you.


Please... Tell me why are we still bringing up The Past?

CONFIDENCE IS THE KEY!

"STAIRS"

MODEL & HMUA: DARLLYN MAE LEBIGA

PHOTO CREDITS TO: ZAIBATSU AKUMA PHOTOGRAPHY

LOCATION: G-MALL OF DAVAO "THE PEAK"

Hey there awesome readers of my blog, for everybody's information, that was me last May 3, 2014. Yeah, I'm chubby but still looks sexy, I guess? hahaha... This photoshoot was a practice photoshoot for a friend, so became a model for him. 

So here's a thing, being sexy isn't really necessary to look good in a photoshoot, you just have to feel that you are beautiful and feel the moment of being a model and the next thing you know it, you've done a great job and looked really awesome on your photographs. BE CONFIDENT.

SELFIE QUEEN OR SELFIE LORD? WHATEVER!

"Remember even though the outside world might be raining, if you keep on smiling the sun will soon show its face and smile back at you."

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"Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence." - Helen Keller

Be Optimistic!  ^_^

Perhaps, each and everyone of us, whatever are goals and dreams are, all that matters is that we will be remembered with or without accomplishing those goals and dreams but because we are worth to be remembered by our unique personality. 

I, also have a million of dreams for it is free to dream, it's unlimited. One of those is that, I dream to be remembered by someone by any means, I think that is the most precious accomplishment that I would have... TO BE REMEMBERED BY SOMEONE.

TWO TIMER KA BA?

Bato-bato sa langit, ang tamaan wag magalit. ^_^ Anyways, Someone asked me to blog about two time relationships, two timers or something like that. Well, how should I explain this? based on my own experience? or generally?

From my own experience, I have experienced to be two-timed by my ex-boyfriend back then, his reason? he can't let go of the girl because he felt pity of her. What did I do? I told him, "If you don't have the courage to let that girl go, well, I have the courage to let the unfaithful one go." Yes, I broke up with him obviously, it is for them to be happy, and for me to move on. I was hurt, but then I managed to move on. How did I caught him? Well, let's just say that, the other woman has a thick layered face to tell me that he's also my ex-boyfriend's girl. Anyways, I don't know why he did that to me, all I can say is that this things happen, and it is a part of our human nature. Sometimes, We can't control our feelings for a person, even we are already committed to another person. But I think, If you are truly committed to someone, and if you truly love someone, you can never have the same feeling from one to another. Why? because, a person is a human, they are not a thing that you can buy for buy 1 take 1. Hindi pagkain na pwedeng dagdagan kung kelan mo gusto. 

Generally speaking, Two timers are those people who are confused, and don't know how to handle the word commitment. If you are committed, it requires courage, love, honesty, time, trust, and faithfulness. If you don't know how to have all of these things yet, better not to have any relationships at all than to hurt someones heart and make someones life miserable.